Just Another Post

My husband is on 24 hour CQ duty...again. Our relationship has really taken a turn for the better! We have been   spending a lot of great family time together and really enjoying every moment. I think a lot of our problems stem from me staying in my head all the time, thinking about things too hard and trying to find the bad in things. It's hard to stop myself sometimes because I am so scared that I will be blind sided if I don't keep my walls up. That's no way to live, and it definitely wasn't helping my relationship live that's for sure. Sometimes I hate being female, cursed with emotions that I let run rampant. Over thinking every little tone, movement, or conversation...I'm trying my best everyday to be a better me, not only for myself but for the people around me as well. I hope that our relationship continues to strengthen and grow for as long as it can! On another note my little girl is 3 months away from being one year old! It blows my mind! I am already planning her party and picking out her cake and the outfit she is going to wear lol. I think this party is more for me than for her ha ha. I have really gotten into makeup and hair recently. I am always thinking about new things I can do/learn and I'm really thinking about maybe going to school for it! Well I have been thinking about it, but now I am really considering it lol. I guess we will see in the near future what I plan on doing. Sorry for the boring post, there will be better ones to come! I have been busy, busy, busy!! Take care!